For people like me there is no such thing as peace.

You just can't have peace when every kind of problem is running around your mind. You heave to plan every little detail of your life. Minute by minute your anxiety gets increased by "normal" things and no one can understand why you keep getting in panic every time... I really don't know what is worse: the situation itself (all the kind of weird feelings and the panic) or the people behaviour when you try to explain that almost  nothing in a normal "social behaviour" makes sense and everything makes you crazy...